
July 29th, 2010
I'm back to work on the site now. I am trying to work out a new page to replace my mobile page, since that isn't working out to what I was hoping.
If you didn't notice, above is the new twitter for SADplayer.com - http://twitter.com/sadplayerdotcom
Excited!!
SADplayer
“The Fudge?” You say?? Don’t worry, you’re not the first, nor will you be the last! It has nothing to do with women. Its origin falls behind a video game. Not very cool to you maybe, but it is flippin’ sweet to me.
The greatest multiplayer game of all time - Nox - created SADplayer. Have you ever sucked at something so bad, it was quite SAD? Well, that was me in Nox. Through practice and crazy leadership, I created the clan SAD and we were NUMBER ONE in the world in June of 2000!! The basic concept of my clan was stregnth in numbers...if everyone who sucked amassed, then it would be unbeatable...and it was!!

The following month, I took on the individual ladder and placed 3rd in the world and won a mousepad.
Of course, it stuck. Emails, instant messenger names and everything else I can I tie it to SADplayer.
1. Work hard
2. Party hard
3. Be yourself
4. Help others
...all while staying out of trouble! You get in to trouble and all of a sudden you aren’t in control of your life anymore! I once was told that I am the “balance between law and chaos” and I believe that has lead me to where I am today.
For example, I love the WWE. So what? It's fake, but so are movies, eh? I love video games, going to the movies, and just about everything else.
Rollin' Hard also means to do each of the four rules to the limits. Don't just patty-cake your way through doing them. While you are at work, work hard. While you are partying, party hard. Don't let those around you dictate your actions. Assist others in whatever way you can, but always remember, you are number one. If Number One isn't happy, it's hard to spread the cheer.

People who Roll Hard will eventually get some nicknames. I’ve managed to get a little list together for myself!
-SADplayer
-B-Loaf-X
-Lunchbox
-Corkalicious
-Hotcakes
-Shambles

What is this about? Well, when I was living in Columbus, Ohio, I had a job with an Ohio State Newspaper in which all I did was get paid to go to the bars and clubs and take pictures of drunk people. It was awesome, a lot of fun, and a great way to meet new people. I was paid a small amount, but I didn’t even really want it because the “job” was just so awesome.
The bars and clubs loved it because it was great, free publicity for them…as long as it was packed when a photographer was in there. After the pictures were uploaded, patrons could go to the website and check out the photos…and they were always super pumped about making it on the website.
With all the traveling I will be doing in the next year, it would be great to be able to get this going again. It’ll be a little bit before I get it going again, and I’ll do it at no charge and I’ll even pay my way in the first couple bars I’ll shoot.
When I get a real title for what I’m trying to work with (Late Night Prowlers has no ring to it) and after I get my first photos, I’ll get a new album (like the personal album I have, but I’ll pay for it so there are no ads) and get things rolling from there.
If you own or work at a bar or club anywhere or you have a place you like to party at and I am free or will be in the area and you would like to take advantage of me, let me know.
Everyone should have a "Bucket List" of things to do before they are ready to settle down. I just hear from married people all the time things like "I wish I could have..." or "I always wanted to...", but unfortunately, since they now have to share everything, not everything is possible.
There will be more to follow...

Perhaps you’ve seen me wearing my shirt saying “Single 4 Life”! I’ll start by clarifying that I don’t honestly believe that I will be single for the rest of my life. I have been through some rough relationships and have seen plenty of friends go through relationships that have led me to my “Single 4 Life” statement.
If you think about it, the world “relationship” is so extremely tied to “compromise.” It would be very ignorant of me to say that I’m the only one in relationships that I have been in to have compromised, but I compromise on a level that most people wouldn’t understand. Basically, when you Roll Hard and love every minute of it, but then you just aren’t allowed to, it tends to make you not as happy of a person!
Just how serious am I about a relationship and compromise? Well, I’m going to marry myself serious!

“You can’t do that, Sean!” I get told over and over again. Of course I can’t…it just doesn’t make any sense. I do it to make a statement though. I don’t want to date (dating is just like interviewing for a job…and when you interview for a job, you will do or say anything to get what you want!), and I don’t want to go through another relationship that will slow down my life and lead to a break up and leave me feeling like trash or something. For me to get in to another relationship, the lady is going to have to understand that I am going to have to go through a divorce in order to be with her…which is a pretty serious thing. Most people probably wouldn’t say it is a serious thing because divorce is as common as an STD nowadays, but there are still some of us who still see the value and sincerity in the sanctity of marriage.

So, at this moment of my life, sustaining a relationship, in hand with trying to do what I want to do and freeing America from the iron fist that is clinching, just doesn’t seem feasible. I’m definitely not gay, but think that I am because I do have female friends and I’m not trying to sleep with them! I can honestly say my life is pretty much 100% drama free and I intend on keeping it that way. I live on the idea that I created while I was in a strip club one Sunday evening…Women are Evil, Men are Dumb. This is just a general statement and of course doesn't apply to everyone.